suddenly..

I might say that it's over
I might say that I don't care
I might say I don't miss u
I don't need u
But U know that I do
And U feel that I do
Inside
for sure..it's better than never. it's better now before it's too late.
hari akan tetap datang & berlalu pergi. it won't wait for us. 
God gives us chance to explore the beauty of this world. treasure it with joy and happiness.
He gives hope and always have faith in Him. 
God bless <3


love, fiona

so far so good... :)

hi hi hi...wawww...lama jg tak update coret2 kat blog ni.heehee..how's everybody??hope dat u're good and getting better everyday.hehe..*apa nda di padah ku ya*
so far so good...? :) just want to share my feelings tentang pngalaman bekerja. yes, almost a month dh keja. memandangkan sy yang baru setahun jagung keja ni, mmg pengalaman yg di timba tu bernilai sgt2. especially when u deal with people.byk org byk ragam ow..and i admit, dlm masa sebulan, sy mmg ada buat kesilapan2 yg cuai dan tidak cuai. (most of it sbb cuai la) :p
that's why la susah if people tlalu blur..hahah! before2 ni, my mistake, still can be considered as OK la, coz it's related dgn my report jak.no feeling2.hehe..but TODAY, daiiiiii....1st, kena maki customer yg tak puas hati..ok, kita terima bcoz customer is always right and customer is a KING! :) bila di soal2 siasat, rupanya salah dia sendiri..aduyai! apa ini macam...but still, kenot lawan la.nti reputation rosak..
and 2nd story pulak, ni mmg my big mistake la.tak boleh trima pakai.i gave room to one guest (police lg tu) yg belum di kemas lagi.. (status vacant dirty) !!! konfiden bg guest check in bilik tu..aduhai!!!! teruk2..bego ada satu opis td..the guest turun balik utk tukar bilik dgn muka masam nya..all i have to say to him adlh "sorry, sy org baru"...haish..mmg rasa bersalah..wat i did was terrible. it affect the reputation of my workplace. brapa point boleh ilang tegal tu..haiya...
walaupun rasa bersalah yg sgt2, i anggap smua sbg "cobaannnnn".. :) xda kesalahan, xda pengalaman..kan? yg penting, jgn ulang lagi..jadi kan sebagai pengajaran and pengalaman yg berharga..need to control emotion jak la. :) i aimed to make "zero" mistake bulan depan and try my best to give the best.. <3

another blessing..

hello..blessed sunday everyone. :)
God is good all the time..
another blessing in my life
went for my 2nd interview last week and i got the job! yeay! hehehe..ok la kan, drpd I sit at home..goyang kaki xda duit..hehe.my sis pun practical juga, so biar la kmi 2 sama2 keja. :p
with no working experience, manager pesan to perform shabis baik or do better. hehe
God bless me, give me strength and wisdom..amen.. :)
so, start minggu depan, i'm no more jobless...

how???

12.00am midnite....
that thing crossed my mind again...hmmmmm
i'll keep u my dirty little secret... :)
all I can say is "I can do everything through Him who strengthens me".
i know i can't go on with it..

after 2 weeks....

hari ini dalam sejarah...dh lama plan actually but today we did it..iaitu jogging.haahahah...
we had planned to jog dr hjg bulan mei tu tp bru hari ni berjaya pergi.hehehe...
itu pun after we met Mr. Weight Scale...muahahaha...berbaloi baloi..hopefully can reduce my weight and meet my target. <3 i'm lovin it..heehehe

job job jobless....

morning peepssss!!!! what a wonderful world....lalalaalalala

almost 2 months duduk kat rumah...the 1st month was fine coz i still want to rehat2. Now, goshhhh...i feel so stresses out. Duduk rumah, no job to do...so no money go into my pocket.hehehe...mau x mau, need to find job juga la nie...create good and comprehensive resume, with hope and high hope that it will be attractive to be chosen as one of the shortlisted candidates.. <3 bukan senang aaaaa....i leave everything to Him because I believe He had planned a good and bright future for me.. :) 

So, wish me luck and all the best to me!! Kepada kwn2 yang tgh hunting for job juga, I pray that you'll get a job that suits u.. *huggs* 

p/s: Mr. John cakap, "education must be transferred into money"... :)

suri rumah sepenuh masa

nahhh...sekembalinya saya ke Bintulu, tempat kelahiranku pada 26 April 2011..bermulalah tanggungjawab saya sebagai suri rumah tangga sepenuh masa..hehe..aduhaiiii...dh penat saya duduk rumah ni tau..time praktikal dulu, tak sabar nak bercuti.dh di bagi cuti puas2 komplen pulak.manusia ni mmg penuh dgn kehendak!!! hehe..

mana tak nya...bangun pagi..kemas rumah..sidai pakaian..masak..tgk tv..pastu berputar balik rutin yang sama. hehe..keluar tu ada la..sekali sekala ja. panas juga dkt bintulu ni. Ingatkan kat Kuching je panas, rupanya Bintulu ni 2x5 je ye..

kenang balik kehidupan saya di Kuching..rindu betul dgn kawan2..Friendship bond that we made 5 years ago. Selama 5 tahun tu la kami bersama..dari diploma sampai habis degree..dlm 5 tahun tu, tipulah kalau xda apa2 yg blaku kan.lumrah kehidupan la tu..menjadikan kami lebih kuat dan sedar betapa pentingnya seorang kawan tu. Masa berpisah tu, mmg sedih sgt..bukan apa, kami dtg dr tpt yang berlainan..seluruh Sarawak ada. :p sorg kat kch, btu, miri, limbang, lawas...nah, mcm mana nk bjumpa tu???hehehe...

tapi apa2 yang terjadi, kami pastikan yg frenship yg kami ada akan berkekalan..My IDB. :D i miss u guys a lot!! <3 

lalui hari hari yang akan datang dengan penuh semangat..skg in progress of mencari kerja..any related job will do la..as long as I have my own pocket money * kalau duduk kat rumah ni, mana ada org bagi poket money lagi* :p sushaahhhh....hehe..

The Fo0D PreviEw...

hehehe..hi!  lama didnt update my blog. i missed 2 days..haha! cause i've nothing to post actually..no specific topic but 1 thing came across my mind..again, food..hehe..i'm going to show u some pictures.. :p which might makes u hungry and u're going to find for food right away.heeee..let's check it out!!!  

Kolok Mee at A1 BDC

Strawberry Smoothie at Tempayan's Restaurant

Spaghetti, Mixed Soup & Char Kueh at Peach Garden

Pisang Goreng Keju buatan BMB6M :p

Wantan Soup made by Me :)

Apple Juice at Tempayan's Restaurant

Laksa Penang buatan Fazry's mom & Butter Cheese
Cake from Mita Cake House
( makan2 di ofis... :p )

Bak Kut Teh at Kitaro Cafe

Bak Kut Teh & Mixed Pork Soup at Kitaro Cafe

C00L Batch's Steamboat Reunion at D11

Roti Canai Kosong at J&J Cafeteria

Sushi's Set at ........
(hee..somewhere in KL there. My sis ate this) :p

Chocolate Smoothie + Vanilla
(can't rmember the name of this drink..hehe)

naaaaa.....how do u feel??are u alright? hehehe...lapar kann...? teyyy..i really had fun with these foods..cannot blame the food..don't point ur finger at those foods..it can really make up our day.hehe <3 food is glorious!!!

hope u enjoy the smell of the food while viewing it..hehe. *bad me* :p so, i;ll make a move & see u guys in the next episode.

bubbye! take care.. :D lotsa hugs & kisses!! 

The Mission

Today is Saturday, WEEKEND but i need to wake up early..8.00 am. hehehe. i have an important mission to be accomplished today! cewahhh...cam benar jak bunyi hooo? :p

me and cgang go and help her anak buah to clean up her closet..she has sooo toooo many clothes..i think can buka kedai ooo..baju, seluar, dress, cardigan, shorts, handbags, make-up, belts, accessories..what else??? :p
semua complete la..hehe..

spend about 2 hours to tidy up all those things and stuff..and done! :) the closet looks clean & tidy.. *cantik* <3

(",) owh ya..lupak cerita dr awsl..cerita sy trus lompat jak..hehe..she picked us up this morning and brought us breakfast at one of the kedai next to Crown Plaza/Tower sana..we ate Laksa for our breakfast..yum yum.. (",)

<3 Crown Tower Laksa <3

Sekarang tengah rehat2..in the evening, we plan to go swimming. :) yeay! i love swimming..hehe..want to jadi badak berendam in the pool..hehe..okeh, i'll update more news later! want to go makan. perut dh berdangdut ni..lapar.blum mkm tghahari lagi. My lunch for today are daun ubi @ pucuk ubi and labo baka @ bavui !!! :p 

Hi-Tea bersama PPN

Selamat Tengahari !!!!!

just had our brunch@lunch at our office.. :) makan nasi briyani..sedap betul..ada ayam kurma, kuah dhal, acar, keropok maruku and kuih-muih. fffuuuuuu...kenyang betul. :) hi-tea ni di buat utk meraikan hari terakhir PPN di Perkeso Sarawak. PPN akan transfer ke HQ di KL..bon voyage PPN. Hope u had great times and experienced in Sarawak. :)

 mmmm, bekal yg saya bawa pagi td tu, bila nak makan???dh kenyang nie..heee... *has bw pegi tapau toast kat Old Time* adduuuuhhhhh....mcm mana nie..??hehehe..tu juga satu godaan..bru je lepas makan nasi briyani td kan? :p

nak g tapau toast lagi ni..haha! 

toast dekat Old Time ni mmg sedap..kpd sesiapa yg tak tahu mana Old Time, kedai ni ada dkat jalan petanak sini..ada toast, mee, nasi, ayam dll..for lunch, ada promotion set. :) berbaloi baloi..hee

ok ok, saya nak melahap " special toast & thick toast peanut butter milk"

Thick Toast Peanut Butter Milk Old Time

Special toast - Old Time ( highly recommended) :)
takda di jumpa di tempat lain!

my toast for today
:) it makes my day :)

proposal yg tak pernah habis... :)

morning world!! :)

hmmm...kerja owh kerja..keja mem'filing' jak...berlonggok2 dokumen yg dh berkurun pun masih kena filing.hehe..apakan daya.nanti org minta rekod, kita tak simpan, salah juga kan? :p tp bila hari2 bukak tutup fail, aduhaiiii, crazy la..i want to finish my proposal yg tak pernah habis gik. until when?? :p the dateline was on the feb 2nd oooo..today is 17 feb oredi.haha! berani mati fiona...

bukan apa...*stil want to cari excuses ba* after buat, then ada gik yg have to edit, and to tambah2, especially the 'literature review' part. heeeee..dh la i paling dono buat that part. (tajin-tajin). So, to my advisor Dr. R, sabar ye..heeeee...i'll try my best to submit a.s.a.p. =p

It's Valentine's Day 2011 !

<3 HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY <3

"to love someone deeply gives you strength,

being loved by someone deeply gives you courage"

special thoughts for my families and friends , i'll always love you. <3

thank you for the love and the care that u have for me all this while :)

~ingatlah orang yang tersayang~

continue to love one another coz love can makes the world's happier, merrier and peace

God bless us!

+heavenly, delightful+

+ i'm craving for these foods +

(",)

"Mee Goreng Basah"
<3 only can be found at Seaview Restaurant Bintulu <3
i think this is the best place where i can eat mee goreng basah/mee goreng soup
the gravy is just perfect! :) 

"Pork Porridge"
<3 at Memories Cafe <3
i love this bubur bcause of the cakui & the mince meat (simply delicious) and it's really 'bubur'.  :)
hehe..some bubur kdg2 masih mcm nasi ba..

"The Drunken Chicken"
<3 at Memories Cafe <3
heee..again? memories? the food here sedap ba..shud go and try. :)
why is it called drunken chicken - cooked with wine. heeee

kmu tak faham+saya pun tak faham ~

H.a.i.R.a.N..

sy ikhlas buat keja tau..tp bila hari2 pun buat keja kmu, tak betul jg rupa tu kan?? sy bukan keja sepenuhnya under kmu..i'm not assigned under u ONLY.


alamak...how la..pelik jg jumpa org mcm ni..takkan la sy hari2 nak buat keja utk dia sj.klu bg gaji, takpa jg kan.sy keja utk org lain jg..jd kena la tolong org lain. kan kan? :) baru la adil. haiyaaa..klu lama2 mcm ni, rasa bersalah je la turun keja hari hari. 


hopefully that this incindent wont happen again in the next following days. <3 *finger-crossed*


whatever it is, (",) i'm just done with my lunch. lunch hari ni sy makan NestLe FiTneSS and breaD wit peaNut butter & jelly. :D
keeennnyaaaanngggg.... <3 bila perut kenyang, sy senang hati..hehe

ding dong ding dong ! ! ! ! !

gongxi gongxi :) i guess i'm not too late to wish Happy Chinese New Year 2011!!!

heeee...my first time as a blogger!! yes, this is my 1st post = 11/2/2011. At first i'm not that interested to have my own blog but after i read one of my fren's blog, i found out that this is where i can share something that may be useful to others. :)  so, hope that everyone enjoy and happy blogging to u and me!